So you know how you crave for chocolate cake on a Sunday afternoon?, Nice, dark, moist, layered, maybe with some type of fruit topping...ye! Okay I'm getting carried away...lol. So I've been having that craving lately only instead of cake I am craving for a baby so badly. It's all I think about at work, cooking, reading, watching tv...I can't seem to get it out of my mind.
To make things worse DM is on the same page with me, he wants it so much, and in fact I think more than I do. This is not the point though, I don't want to have a child out of wedlock me plus having a baby is a LOT of responsibility and a very bold step right? Seriously, I don’t know what to do because I might actually do something about it soon. I don't want to get too spiritual, but it's against the teachings of Christianity right?
Wait a minute though, I don’t want a huge belly on my wedding day, I don't want to buy a dress that I would be struggling to hide my tummy in…I have not even gone dress shopping yet, but I already have a mental picture of what I want and I certainly don't see a huge tummy especially if I am hoping on a nice outdoor wedding.
.....Well, we'll see how it goes :)..
C ya!
Dunni
xoxo